How I Move Forward by Looking BackšŸ’”

Hey friend,

This morning I found myself browsing through the old journal that I started writing during the spring of 2017. That was the spring when my whole life fell apart. I remember feeling so hopeless and lost. As if the universe had completely pulled the rug from under my feet. Butā€¦ It was also the spring when everything changed.

In my journal, I found two dates that really stood out to me:

May 17th. The heaviness I felt back then is written all over the pages. From the very first sentence, to the very last word. They tell the story of the immense loneliness I felt when going through the toughest break-up of my life, of the many regrets I had, and all of the things I wish I had said or done differently. Reading my own words, I could literally feel the desperation I felt back then. My eyes teared up, and I felt a tight, uncomfortable knot in my stomach as I relived the old version of myself.

And then, just 3 days later ā€” May 20th:

The first sentence reads ā€œIā€™ve bought a fucking cabin!! With TWO hectares of land!! In Norrland?!šŸ˜€ā€. You could literally see the euphoria I felt, on the quickness of my handwriting. The letters I jotted down looked eager and excited. As if I already knew that this event would change my life forever. Now, I didnā€™t know back then that I would move to my cabin permanently ā€” and I certainly didnā€™t know if it was even possible to make a living from here. But the feeling of owning my very own cabin in the forest was worth SO MUCH to me.

I am the type of person who tends to always look ahead. I dream, think and ponder upon my future projects almost all the time. But I realize how important it is to sometimes stop and look at whatā€™s behind me ā€” because only then do I really see how far Iā€™ve actually come. And how quickly things can turn around.

Those are the grains of thought I have for you today. So the next time youā€™re feeling down, remember this: you never know whatā€™s waiting around the next corner. Perhaps even your own version of a cabin in the forest?

I built a movie theater in the forest!

If youā€™ve followed me for a while, youā€™re probably well aware of me being a huge movie nerd. I LOVE unwinding in front of a really good movie with some popcorn, both on my own and together with Christine. But..!

For the past few years Iā€™ve watched every single movie at home on my laptop screen. Thereā€™s no TV at our cabin, and we havenā€™t really had a real living room either. And even though itā€™s been working just fine, Iā€™ve really missed having a big screen when watching movies ā€” and a proper sofa, instead of just our wooden kitchen sofa. Which I love, but letā€™s face it.. Itā€™s not the most comfortable place to sit when watching a movie marathon šŸ˜‰

This needed to change. And so, I made it happen!

Of course Iā€™ve made a whole Youtube video, where you get to follow along while our new and cozy home movie theater comes to life. Havenā€™t seen it yet? Tap on the button below and enjoy!

My Top Three

This is a video I watched this morning. Casey truly is the God Father of storytelling! Iā€™m pretty sure youā€™ll understand why after watching this video.

šŸŽ¶Song: Polaris - Inhumane

My all time favorite band is back with a new song! This one is about how weā€™re overexposed to tragedy in our modern society.

šŸŽžļøMovie: Air

This was the very first movie I watched on our new home movie theater. Iā€™ve been wanting to watch it ever since it was announced ā€” and it sure didnā€™t disappoint! It really shows how important it is to trust your gut feeling, and never give up on your vision.

Until next time,

Hugs Kalle