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How I Move Forward by Looking Backš”
Hey friend,
This morning I found myself browsing through the old journal that I started writing during the spring of 2017. That was the spring when my whole life fell apart. I remember feeling so hopeless and lost. As if the universe had completely pulled the rug from under my feet. Butā¦ It was also the spring when everything changed.
In my journal, I found two dates that really stood out to me:
May 17th. The heaviness I felt back then is written all over the pages. From the very first sentence, to the very last word. They tell the story of the immense loneliness I felt when going through the toughest break-up of my life, of the many regrets I had, and all of the things I wish I had said or done differently. Reading my own words, I could literally feel the desperation I felt back then. My eyes teared up, and I felt a tight, uncomfortable knot in my stomach as I relived the old version of myself.
And then, just 3 days later ā May 20th:
The first sentence reads āIāve bought a fucking cabin!! With TWO hectares of land!! In Norrland?!šā. You could literally see the euphoria I felt, on the quickness of my handwriting. The letters I jotted down looked eager and excited. As if I already knew that this event would change my life forever. Now, I didnāt know back then that I would move to my cabin permanently ā and I certainly didnāt know if it was even possible to make a living from here. But the feeling of owning my very own cabin in the forest was worth SO MUCH to me.
I am the type of person who tends to always look ahead. I dream, think and ponder upon my future projects almost all the time. But I realize how important it is to sometimes stop and look at whatās behind me ā because only then do I really see how far Iāve actually come. And how quickly things can turn around.
Those are the grains of thought I have for you today. So the next time youāre feeling down, remember this: you never know whatās waiting around the next corner. Perhaps even your own version of a cabin in the forest?
I built a movie theater in the forest!
If youāve followed me for a while, youāre probably well aware of me being a huge movie nerd. I LOVE unwinding in front of a really good movie with some popcorn, both on my own and together with Christine. But..!
For the past few years Iāve watched every single movie at home on my laptop screen. Thereās no TV at our cabin, and we havenāt really had a real living room either. And even though itās been working just fine, Iāve really missed having a big screen when watching movies ā and a proper sofa, instead of just our wooden kitchen sofa. Which I love, but letās face it.. Itās not the most comfortable place to sit when watching a movie marathon š
This needed to change. And so, I made it happen!

Of course Iāve made a whole Youtube video, where you get to follow along while our new and cozy home movie theater comes to life. Havenāt seen it yet? Tap on the button below and enjoy!
My Top Three
š„Video: Casey Neistat's SECRET to Filmmaking
This is a video I watched this morning. Casey truly is the God Father of storytelling! Iām pretty sure youāll understand why after watching this video.
š¶Song: Polaris - Inhumane
My all time favorite band is back with a new song! This one is about how weāre overexposed to tragedy in our modern society.
šļøMovie: Air
This was the very first movie I watched on our new home movie theater. Iāve been wanting to watch it ever since it was announced ā and it sure didnāt disappoint! It really shows how important it is to trust your gut feeling, and never give up on your vision.
Until next time,
Hugs Kalle